So this is what happens. this always happens and happened and never reverses and then makes me feel reversed in order to become a person who is chaos and dead and wanting to breathe and wanting to exhale
I wish i could just say.
Hey, lets talk
why don’t we just say that.
because to be here and not be and then let all the fears coagulate into a single scope of pure wanting. would scare you to death
Its here, its right here. where?
it is sort of waiting for you. you didn’t take the lift. you took the stairs.
I forgot, I forgot once again to say hello.
I guess that’s okay.