Jitter

And I still do
She chose to shut out

parts of my mind herself

Now I am revengeful, I do not care for another in pain, instead I get to thinking, nobody helped me when I needed them.
Empathy left, to love left, to want,
to give and to not  ask what I will get in return.

I died today, ma when I realised how heartless I have become

so stray, unmet in constant jittering agony

and then nothing happened. I lost the next page written in words.
We forgot why we started this conversation.
Good night, little girl
good night
We’ll try again tomorrow

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